i just found out that my dad may not make it to next year
i was so shocked and i dont know what to do.
i cry all day long, and i wanna be with him all the time
but i cant cause the doctors wont let me go to him cause its 'too scary' to see or somethin.
i dont know what to do, he's the person i love the most in my life.
FUCK, i soooooo dont want him to die, and if he dies, i sooo wanna go with him
i cant live without him ;(
i so dont know what to do..